Tuesday, September 06, 2005
♥ 9:14 pm
It's only tuesday??? damn it....somehow i'm losing it... something, some nerve in me has snapped (due to MS i think... lol)... somehow i've lost motivation to excel, to do better than others... everything i do now, i don't feel confident.... i've practised for my grade 8 exam on fri... i did quite well for pre-exam... but somehow i dun know... the last 3 days i've been banging the keys every time i make a mistake... my hands lose any control over the keys... i cock up so badly... wat to do...haiz...even for the exams... i have studied thro most of the stuff, but i still dun feel good about it... i feel that i might just screw up this yr's final yrs...nvm dat... jus ranting...even my RTW campaign (Seleucid Empire) seems like coming down on me... under attack from all over the place...'i fight for a cause that is above your understanding... wat do you fight for?'
