Tuesday, October 20, 2009
♥ 12:43 pm
It's feels great to have a long long weekend. haha
But the feeling is soured by the fact that it's quite hard to follow up when you remain uncontactable.
via normal means i mean. of course i've a straight line, but i don't want to use it.
josh was right. it's a fine fine line, and how do i straddle that line? i think i've crossed it in my previous attempts, but still.
argh
Thursday, October 01, 2009
♥ 2:56 pm
I tend to only do this when i'm on duty clerk. Weird that this duty clerk for today was told to me only ytd. vark. And now there are more stupid rules concerning duty clerk jobs, so much so that i want to be angry and say it all here, but hey. Breach of security.ORD LO. haha 2 more months of this and i'm out of here. wheeeeeIt's incredibly hard to deal with 'loneliness'. I always feel better when i have someone around to talk to. Not about random stuff, but important things.And it's really crazy, but i don't think i have seen someone so like me before. Not amongst guys and especially not amongst the girls. So i think this is natural. But still...The overwhelming feeling from my past really holds me back. i tend to think way too much, and thus over-analyze a situation, when i should have just gone in all guns blazing.Yes when i'm back to these kind of ramblings you, dear reader, should know what's going on in my life now.. bleh(In other happenings)I seriously hope i don't kena duty for december, let me throw smoke can? And my wisdom tooth op planning is seriously flawed. one month for consulation, one month for x-ray? by time i can pull i'll need my teeth for europe.. bleh.And thang is gone! well he'll be serving his extended SPAR DB at ryan's house. i meant chris. wahaha
