Sunday, June 29, 2008
♥ 11:02 pm
it's been an interesting time.
i think next week would be a drag. the irony of the name. ex. playtime is equivalent to hell week for us logistics trainees.
ok i know that sounds dumb. compared to real hell weeks.
but the light at the end of this very long and stupid tunnel is at last in sight. so i guess time to stop complaining and START DOING IT. YEH!
haha i'm random.
for the first time, i've nothing running on tonite's final. i want germany to win. i think aragones is a f-ing racist bastard.
i hope that each step i take is leading me closer to my goal. i hope that everything i find out will help me in the long run. however, this run isn't that long. and that action has to be swift.
just need to get closer, closer
lean on me now, lean on me now.
i think that being in the minority in school was good. i've developed friendships that would not be just on coolness, but being supportive. i realised that 2 years on.
i may have spent 12 years in AC, but i'm not the archtypical AC guy.
and that suits me
Saturday, June 28, 2008
♥ 12:55 am
this post is dedicated to dr ben tan. who managed at long last to get into NUS med..
haha
it's interesting to hear how waiters misinterpret japanese sushi.
had a great time!
Sunday, June 22, 2008
♥ 8:06 pm
My life is becoming a routine. Regimentation if you call it.
I'm bored.
Thursday is spent wishing for friday. Friday is spent hoping that book-out time doesn't exceed 5. Saturday is going out with friends. Sunday is spent dreading that Monday is coming again. I'll be back in my course.
I am happy to have made many friends in my time in school, and i'm truly grateful for each and every one of you.
But still, something's missing. honestly i don't know what it is. it's just there.
i've done some thinking back. thinking back at my experiences over the years.
i've realised that i can't relate with some. Some just live in a fantasy bubble, and just don't know when to stop whining and complaining.
i can't see what some see in them.
kinda like what we were talking about that day, sitting under the tree at that stupid landing ground.
men are from mars, women are from venus.
maybe if i never eliminate this thought... well well..
help la
Saturday, June 21, 2008
♥ 11:13 pm
course is ending. i'm so happy.
can't wait to see the back of STC. where people lack common sense. really
seeing her on the bus today brought back memories. memories which really should have been buried at the back of my head. somehow it isn't so.
well well.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
♥ 3:30 am
back from tekong.
sanyongkong camp to be precise. i don't know why they call it that. it must mean 'loads of mosquitoes' or something. 20km of getting lost in the reclaimed land makes you have loads of bites. and a burn.
and a tingling sensation at the pits of your stomach.
help lah.
saw the helicasevac. can't stop thinking about that. weird that they never cancelled our activity. maybe 20km in the heat isn't strenuous enough. eh
are you so busy? reply lah... haha :)
anyone interested in placing a punt on holland to win euro 2008? leading 1-0 v france. italy screwing up at every turn.. interesting...
help lah.
Sunday, June 08, 2008
♥ 6:12 pm
2h45min left till going back time.
double post! woo hoo
just have to say this, after snooping around..
MAKEUP OVERLOAD! MAKEUP OVERLOAD!
ok i'm done
♥ 12:15 pm
it's been too long since i've blogged.
as this week, i have to book back in on a sunday night (bloody hell), i'll do it now.
Going back to P.Tekong for ex. Sacred Odyssey (or was that secrets of the sea, i'll never understand encik english). Although it doesn't sound too bad, i'm just certain something will crop up out of nowhere in typical fashion and screw things up. I'm super sure about that.
well well suck thumb lor. i must plan my chao-kenging well.
damn czechs. make me lose 10 bucks yesterday. grrr
and i spent way too much money yesterday. around 60 i think
but i drank like 7 glasses of whisky and some soft drink. i think now i know what is being tipsy all about. no i don't think i was drunk.
catching up with all of them was great. waiting isn't.
what's it like to feel hope and hopelessness at the same time? what's it like to hope for success and yet have that nagging feeling of imminent failure too?
i don't know. i'll find out soon i guess.
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