grrr.. why must they shuffle up the groups. I'm irritated by that. we've been working out good for 9 weeks, i don't want to shuffle it up now
i hate guard duty, thank God i'm out of it. 16 hours of being stupid and not taking off my boots. riot turnout? really?
congrats to all the future MO's and doctors. i think the process has been tiring for all of us. yeh i'm tired too
not long enough weekend for me.
law school tea party. talking to deans were good. interesting to see who got in. i think i enjoyed talking to nicoll and angie more than the people i knew. says a lot..
Monday, May 19, 2008
♥ 8:00 pm
what a packed day..
now i'm super tired...
watched made of honour today. usual cheezy love flick, with the usual outcomes..
still it was a nice show. i think.
ironically i sympathize with tom. i have had almost exactly the same experiences, save the sleeping around.
talking to this girl for a long time, getting to the realization that i couldn't go on without her. going to tell her how i really fell only to find out that she's already attached.
haha
part 2 is more like present day. planning the perfect way.
i heard this song a long time ago. just heard it again. man i'm emo
You have been offered Law in academic year 2010 - 2011. The details of the offer will be stated in the offer letter. Your letter of offer was sent on 17-May-2008. Please reply at the Joint Acceptance website by 02-Jun-2008.
it's not been helped by my previous mistakes, ill-luck in this. But no matter.
i realise i have been posting many of these ambiguous, emo posts up. I like things abstract. it's because i can't really think too straight now. All thanks to Sierra Alpha Foxtrot...
man i can still remember comms test. lol
The last few weeks have been tough. MFA pangseing me after telling me to go down for the interview, the initial disappointment of getting rejected by NUS Law. Wondering in limbo while most of my friends got offered mostly their first choice. Realising that STC was really a dead-end vocation, with the perfect Molotov cocktail of trainees and instructors. only getting NTU econs (3rd choice, basically telling me 39 for IB isn't enough for NBS). Finding out that others got stuff that i know i deserved more...
wow that's a lot of complains. the MFA one really stung though. Will never be able to forgive them.... just joking..
but it has changed over the last week. slightly. The NUS Law interview changed much. I think i did pretty ok lah. Managed to counter most of the interviewers arguements without deviating from my main stand. Don't know that's what they want.
many people i known have got FASS acceptance letters from NUS. Not me. I'm not getting that. I'm getting the Law acceptance letter. Period.
(change of tone) wow i sure sound confident...
after filling up AC's survey, i kinda feel that i had a lot of unvented frustration from my 2 years. interesting..
well the waiting game continues... i'm going to be in for an interesting 14 or so days.
Have been listening to 'Modern Minds and Pastimes' by The Click Five. love that album. am also hearing Jason Mraz's new album. Starting to have a liking to loungy type of music. helps me relax. way too stressed waiting.
one thing about this song, is that you can swap the name for any other, the meaning would still be the same
Jenny - The Click Five
She calls me baby Then she won't call me, Says she adores me And then ignores me.
Jenny What's the problem?
She keeps her distance And sits on fences Puts up resistance And builds defenses
Jenny What's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line, Everytime you change your mind.
First you say you won't Then you say you will You keep me hanging on, And we're not moving on Or standing still, Jenny You've got me on my knees Jenny It's killing me
She needs her own space She's playing mind games Ends up at my place Saying that she's changed
Jenny What's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines You got me going out of my mind
First you say you won't Then you say you will You keep me hanging on And we're not moving on. Or standing still, Jenny You've got me on my knees
First you say you won't Then you say you will You keep me hanging on And we're not moving on Or standing still, Jenny You've got me on my knees
Jenny... First you say you won't Then you say you will You keep me hanging on And we're not moving on Or standing still, Jenny You've got me on my knees
I thank all of you who have given me your best wishes for tomorrow. Never could have done anything without my friends.
When i first heard the news on wed nite, on the way from camp, i was ecstatic.
Now as i'm less then 12 hours from the beginning, i'm nervous.
not apprehensive thankfully, but nervous no doubt.
"what questions will they ask?', 'what kind of test questions?'
well no time to worry now. Personal statement is done, paperwork all done.
now it's in God's hands.
Science can be memorized and mastered. Humans cannot. Formulas can be learned and mastered, feelings cannot How do justify, quantify and control something that is so varied?
i guess it's just instinct. I hope for my success in this field.
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
♥ 7:10 pm
I guess God does test our faith in him through tribulations..
and i think the last 2 weeks have really been such trials...
but He does help us, and I think i've been given such an opportunity and a blessing.
I must not blow this anymore...
NUSLaw interview 120508... woo hoo
Sunday, May 04, 2008
♥ 3:59 pm
Soreness has given way to stoic acceptance...
but yet sores still remain...
back to the mundane life of a CQ-in-training, hope i don't die when on-job training starts...
woo hoo went army museum on fri and got to try out SAR-21 in IMT, still prefer my M16S1 if you ask me..
And Iron Man rocks your socks, especially his workstation. That's what you call technology.
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