Thursday, March 18, 2010
♥ 5:12 pm
Not many people still come here. thus this makes it the best place on the world-wide-web to express myself these days.
For the last 3 weeks, i've been doing some reflection about myself. I don't understand one thing though.
I've seen some of the people i know (not naming names). They can go to clubs, pick up girls (who they know are already in a relationship), get them high and drag them back to their pads (with a devil-may-care attitude to boot).
Well other kind souls like us, who refuse to prey on drunk women (and have some respect for girls, and don't treat them like objects of lust like most men), can't have the girl they want.
Let me think. i'm funny, i'm witty, i'm a (going to be at least) law student, i'm not in to fool around.
what's wrong with me? i just don't get how God works sometimes. is showing respect to all those around me a wrong thing?
should i adopt a hell-be-care attitude?
i will not compromise myself.
these few weeks have also made me feel pretty bored. most of my friends are studying (either overseas or locally, doesn't really make a difference to me). everyone is busy, and i'm lonely.
now i fully appreciate what my friends bring to the table. now that i'm missing it, i'm appreciate it more.
quite like human nature no? you only appreciate something when it's gone.
i have a few mysteries left in my life. one of them has been (for the last 4 years) and is up north. maybe i should blatantly push aside the obstacles (like some people i know).
no i'm not that kind of person.
my life is a confusing mess recently.
Monday, March 01, 2010
♥ 12:41 am
and so it's over.
if only you would have given us a chance. what's more, you know you should have.
i've nothing to say. i just hope we'll still be friends.
i pray that you'll be happy.
