Thursday, January 24, 2008
♥ 10:50 pm
tekong!!!
will be away till 6 feb, so bye bye bye!!
purple light, in the valley, there is where, i wanna be, with my gun, and my buddy,
WITH MY RIFLE AND MY BUDDY AND ME..EE...EE
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
♥ 12:27 pm
i reiterate my point. some people have ABSOLUTELY no sense of time.
or memory for that matter. or CARE FOR OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS!
ok i'm still bitter. but it good that i get it out of my head before i shave it.
but i think what someone else said to me was right.
'either you still have feelings for her, or you just want that kind of relationship'.
while she was right on the first point, she was only half-right on the second point. i don't want that kind of frivolous relationship. i need something personal, something sensitive.
but it would be more fulfilling than what i saw.
i ran and ran and ran, scaring somebody on the way. i just wanted to get away from the intoxicating atmosphere. one that filled me with bitterness and anger.
i mean, come on, i didn't even get a chance, after 2 long years... it's not fair...
God works in mysterious ways, sometimes it's just too incomprehensible for me. but well...
less than 48 hours to tekong! i also wanted to have someone precious to me in camp. but whatever. i have my OC, and PS and blah blah blah...
2 weeks later, its CNY!!
Labels: NS, Relationships
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
♥ 11:50 pm
As they always say, a picture paints a thousand words.
so instead of a picture, i'll use a song.
it's usually the best way to express myself.
Wouldn't Go Home Without You - Maroon 5
I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen She left before I had the chance to say Oh The words that would mend the things that were broken But now it's far too late, she's gone away Every night you cry yourself to sleep Thinking: "Why does this happen to me? Why does every moment have to be so hard?" Hard to believe that It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you The taste of her breath, I'll never get over The noises that she made kept me awake Oh The weight of things that remain unspoken Built up so much it crushed us everyday Every night you cry yourself to sleep Thinking: "Why does this happen to me? Why does every moment have to be so hard?" Hard to believe that It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you Of all the things I felt but never really shown Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you And I won't go home without you And I won't go home without you And I won't go home without you
i hate this. and it's not NS
somehow i think NS would be a welcome relief.
Labels: Relationships
♥ 12:31 am
i don't know why i'm blogging again, it must be the coffee.
i have 2 more dinners before i go in. my bags are packed. i don't know what to do for the next few days. i should be exercising but i'll be doing loads of it in camp anyway. is there anything i've left undone? i think i should have more things to do than just blog here. i love you. i need some cocktails. no one to have a drink with.
wow i'm having another attack by the HMS Stream-of-Consciousness. well let's fire a broadside in retaliation!
i feel like playing another round of dotA AI -ar. should i?
maybe, i'm high on coffee and bored.
there is no such thing as a non-inclusive relationship. a part-time relationship.
man i just coined a new phrase.
it must be the coffee, it must be the coffee.
randomness is good..
AND THE BEST STUDENTS AREN'T PICKY NYP!! (stupid radio ad)
come come my baby, you're my butterfly. sugar baby..
THE BUTTERFLY: Eaglehorn + Quarterstaff + Recipe (3300 + 1150 + 1800) you do the math.
this has been the most random thing i have done on this blog.
♥ 12:14 am
The countdown begins!
haha it's like a trip to the gallows and scaffold, but it's not that depressing yet...
well it's good to get it started, and thus over with soon!
730 days to ORD!! can hardly wait..
girls have no sense of time i swear...
Sunday, January 20, 2008
♥ 12:00 am
I hate deja vu.
all i can say
again. i want to criticize the madness of the irresponsible statements used to inflate certain courses.
people with an equivalent of top students in the world and Singapore, are afraid they can't get into the course they want.
there is too much uncertainty, and thus students fear unnecessarily.
we need to have clear information, and thus we can make an informed decision.
please.
Labels: Education
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
♥ 1:58 pm
i love my seat here, and the music (from my iPod that is) is soothing... brings me back to a happier age.
then why am i so frustrated about Unis!?
i mean, after sifting through the morass of university application and stuff. i can only conclude.
i can't get to study law in the UK, cos i can't seem to find any form of scholarships, whether offered by universities, or by organizations.
it seems that only people with money can do that, as they can afford the 9,000 pounds tuition fees, plus the other costs of living in there.
i'm not complaining against anyone here, but 39 seems too inadequate.
i told myself that i would be happy with anything above 37, but know, 39 seems like rubbish.
who said that 36-39 can apply for ivy league, oxbridge? it's just too good to be true.
there are too many other considerations for such applications, in that MONEY seems to be the biggest factor.
so in the end, money is still a factor, the biggest one (even before academic qualifications). If you have the dough, you can go anywhere you want (of course provided you aren't that bad in studying lah)
i guess i know where i'll be going then, across the AYE (whoops i mean down Bukit Timah Rd) to the 33rd best uni in the world.
cheers to me, i'm bored.
Labels: Universities
Monday, January 14, 2008
♥ 12:11 am
Everyone i know (well, most of them) are already in camp.
well although that makes me feel slightly lonely, i think that i have some benefits.
well, after what i hear, i gather that the '90 cohort is really despo.
stop hitting on girls, well if you do, please do it properly.
haha this is random.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
♥ 10:07 pm
Shit and i thought after the results are out, that would be it..
haha now the overwhelming information about scholarships and applications come screaming back into my face...
haha while i have much minimal distractions over the next 2 weeks, i should get these stuff settled..
to all those who are going in 11th/14th/25th jan. well good luck! God bless...
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
♥ 11:43 pm
Lol one last outing with ashley today..
haha and i finally tried sex on the beach (the drink), and it's really quite nice.. (the drink i mean)
haha now with so many people going into NS now, i think it's a good thing, so that i can focus on the uni applications, and hopefully try for some scholarships
haha all the best to everyone!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
♥ 12:48 am
Praise God, through whom all mercies flow!
haha congrats to everyone who got their results! although it might have not been up to expectations.. who cares?
that piece of paper only has one function, and that is to help you get into the course you want, at the uni you want.
so chill!
Mathematics HL - 7 (OMG OMG OMG!! haha i thought we screwed up P3)
Chemistry HL - 6 (Haha i thought i would get 7, but...)
Physics HL - 6 (Expected as well. knew i would NEVER get a 7. well but that's still better than all my previous Physics grades)
Chinese B SL - 7 (duh...)
Economics SL - 7 (lol a nice surprise, but kinda expected as many felt it was easy)
English A1 SL - 5 (when i saw so many people getting 5. i knew i got 5. A tad disappointed.)
+ 1 bonus point for TOK/EE.This was disappointing, considering that i got 3 for projection. Since so many people got 1. It's better for the school to look into how to boost this area. Many people would have got 40 if not for this.
well it's over!
now for uni applications, and NS!
haha
Labels: Exams
Sunday, January 06, 2008
♥ 11:02 pm
It's so soon!
results are coming out tmr! and this would truly signify the end of my 12 years in ACS.
well apparently the results are good, so don't worry too much..
i'm now floating in between a state of dreaminess, and reality.
haha go figure.
Labels: Exams
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
♥ 12:06 am
Ok 24 hours into 2008...
It's a time for change, Anno Domini MMVII.
NO MORE CONCESSION FARES!!!!
arrggggghhhh......
now this means that i can't spam bus rides any more. Damn i walked back home from beauty world today just to save the bus fare.
and this also means that i MUST REMEMBER to tap the ez-link card when i get off the bus.
today on the 171 going home, i had the very unpleasant experience of hearing a woman (i hesitate to say lady, as lady infers dignity and politeness)
she had neither
quarreling with the driver as though all of us were deaf in some way, making a huge fuss about some stupid minute details. I mean come on, if the bus driver could wait for you to go down and talk or something, he might as well be your chauffeur damn it.
one thing about traveling, it makes you see how ugly and selfish we Singaporeans are as compared to most (but not all) people. only we are like this, completely disdainful of social etiquette and any form of decency.
if people just took other's needs into consideration , we would have a more pleasant society. we wouldn't need all that '4 million smiles' shit campaigns.
but enough ranting.
another thing. ytd when crossing the road near raffles city after the fireworks. there was a strong police presence at the crossings. the police would ensure that the crossings, however crowded, would be orderly.
when we were crossing, a bunch of blangas cut through the mess, holding hands and shoulders in a chain just to cut through all the people who had patiently waited for their turn to cross.
i mean, with 6.5 million people, would we have to endure this kind of squeezes and queue's everywhere, with idiots doing such stupid things all the time? I mean, economic benefits are one, but as Singapore progresses into a (all but in name) 1st-world country, we have to take other considerations, not just economic, into view.
my hope, in 2008, as i prepare to serve my nation, is that the govt recognizes the large pool of talent here in Singapore, and not always look outwards for talent. No wonder so many people our age want to leave..
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
♥ 2:51 am
Well 2007 is over. and i'm hungry!
haha 2008!
well happy new year all!
I don't know why 2008 seems to have no direction or aims for me. I mean, for the next 2 years, i'll be taking orders from all sorts of people...
well but
there's still time for other objectives!
next year, we're getting a room at the westin. definitely
Labels: Holidays
