Wednesday, January 23, 2008
♥ 12:27 pm
i reiterate my point. some people have ABSOLUTELY no sense of time.
or memory for that matter. or CARE FOR OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS!
ok i'm still bitter. but it good that i get it out of my head before i shave it.
but i think what someone else said to me was right.
'either you still have feelings for her, or you just want that kind of relationship'.
while she was right on the first point, she was only half-right on the second point. i don't want that kind of frivolous relationship. i need something personal, something sensitive.
but it would be more fulfilling than what i saw.
i ran and ran and ran, scaring somebody on the way. i just wanted to get away from the intoxicating atmosphere. one that filled me with bitterness and anger.
i mean, come on, i didn't even get a chance, after 2 long years... it's not fair...
God works in mysterious ways, sometimes it's just too incomprehensible for me. but well...
less than 48 hours to tekong! i also wanted to have someone precious to me in camp. but whatever. i have my OC, and PS and blah blah blah...
2 weeks later, its CNY!!
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