Friday, October 17, 2008
♥ 10:11 pm
i am about to snap.
i don't think my brain can take this much longer.. i can't wake up everyday dreading that something worse will happen..
bleh...
i've lost the joy in my life.
Sunday, October 05, 2008
♥ 12:54 pm
ok so thang is gone.
bleh it's 13 years. all the best!
final theory is really boring.. and i used that time wisely i hope. bleh
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
♥ 3:33 am
I realised that i've not posted a good blog entry here for a while. So sorry, i've been either busy or sian when i've been at home.
The time now is 0336, 011008, and i should be sleeping. But i'm watching Man U lead Aalborg 1-0. so i guess i'm happy.
I thought that after ATEC, life would get better, apparently it hasn't. There's still the stupid audits.
With my stores in a huge mess, and the lack of a proper recording system for ages, i'm screwed big.
Doesn't help that my only storeman is on ORD-mood. So is his whole bunk. fuck
And that the new boss has no idea that such a phrase exists "if it's not broken, don't fix it!'
damn i hate people who give me extra work to do. especially for reasons that are just stupid and long-winded.
Ok i'm going to enjoy this very long weekend. I need to think
why i've put this off for so long
why am i unable to put myself together to do this?
why can't i say what's really on my mind?
what's holding me back?
maybe it's the nagging feeling that it's not going to work out. that i might lose a friend so dear to me.
but the thing is
i can't go it alone. i feel incomplete without her. it's been a while since i've felt this way. in between i've plunged recklessly into things that i now regret.
damn time's running out! tick tick tick..
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